To leave and re-build...

Sure, it'll be hard but with a plan in mind it should be somewhat painless and definitely more painless than staying here. 

Step 1/Step 2 (these one's kinda either go one bfore the other, or at the same time, depending): Get a job, Move in with Kat.

Step 3: Re-build a routine for the kids and I.

Step 4: Apply for all subsdities (Rent, Child Care/etc...)

Step 5: Rent us an apartment/Rent a house with a roomate or two.

Step 6: Set out a financial outline & Pay off my bankrupcy/Student Loans.

Step 7: Go back to school

It will be okay...  We will make it and I feel very good about it!  I want to move forward and learn to be on my own with my kids, and I also hope to fall in love with a man that will love me for me and treat my kids with respect...

These are my hopes and wishes.

I can do this!