After last night's BS, I told my 'husband' that I didn't want to talk to the counselor tonight! I had enough emotional termoil last night *which obviously doesn't have much to do with the break down of my marriage otherwise it would have been on here* - So, I re-scheduled and carried on with the evening. Then BOOM!
My daughter went to the washroom, was told to have a drink and go back to bed so she didn't disrupt our son while he was trying and fighting sleep... So she does that, then 10 minutes later-ish, she comes back out and goes to the washroom again, I just look over my shoulder ready to just call her out to me to just talk with her about the reasons why I'd prefer she waited at least a little bit and the reasoning behind the request... Next thing I know my husband's up off the couch and in the hallway before I have a chance to even say boo, he grabbed her by her arm and yanked her so hard that she fell to the floor and I believe hit the back of the couch - this could have dislocated her shoulder!!! This was HORRIBLE!!! All because he was angry that she disrupted our son as he was trying to sleep... She was in tears, quite obviously and then as she stood up I looked at him sternly and told him that that was NOT okay!!!! He lectured her and seemed to ignore me then sent her back to her room - I then reamed him and asked him how he would have felt if he'd actually really really hurt her and we had to go to the hospital??? Then what??? He'd be off the jail, that's what!!! What the FUCK was he thinking?!?!?!?! Seriously?!?!?! He did say sorry to her, but to me that makes no difference... he said sorry to me too, but that makes no difference especially since he was still affirming his reasons for his overreaction... Fuck that, no excuses!!! He's now trying to be all sweet as pie to me.... Not gonna work!
The countdown begins, actually it began a while ago, I need to get this job this week (I have an interview)... I get this job, my kids and I get out! Done! Vamoose!!! PLEASE! PLEASE! Let me get this job!!! Please!!!
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